it’s all swirly in my head right now:
part of me wants to talk about my friend adam eating’s dog getting killed last week and how sad i am about that
part of me wants to talk about running off to cuba on my first vacation in five years with nayrb
chunks of me are most fascinated that i came back from cuba and like my boyfriend more… which like, really, i didn’t think was possible
some of me wants to wonder why some people can’t just let me go even though they chased me out the door
bits are wondering about posting a couple of cuba pictures… here’s one that nayrb took of me at a crocodile farm we visited, a lovely cuban man handed me this bird…:
whole divisions wish to crow about my facility in cuba because i speak italian a little. one lady even asked me if i spoke spanish! go me! not to mention? i learned some spanish!
some of me is pretty excited about being back in my life. in fact i got a little bored toward the end there… but that’s as it should be
parts of me wonder how it’s possible that fidel castro stepped down when *i* was in cuba! like what are the odds?
the eastern division has me thinking about my beloved leafs and their captain. it’s interesting that he chose to stay but i think ultimately the right thing. i mean really, was it worth it to the leafs to lose him? not for me. of course i know i have a crush on him but i’m also realistic and this is a guy with a lot to teach the kids that are coming
my heart wants to talk to my parents and my sister but they’re always in bed when i have free time…
nayrb went in the ocean for his first time ever… i’m glad i was there:
my heart is very heavy for my friend lsd
my skin feels particularly happy and glowing at the moment. i turned all italian while i was away and i love it. i wish i had a tan all year long…
yeah, so as you can see, i’m feeling a little discombobulated. kind of can’t figure out which way is up and at the same time feeling a little disconnected from it all.
ah well, i’ll try to enjoy it while it lasts
i am now addicted to vacations. i’ve already chosen my next four weeks off… one of them is the week i just passed… but next year :)